Monday, December 17, 2018

Look back challenge

Last night as I was driving home from work I realized 11 years ago I lived right in that neighborhood. I could almost see all the unforgettable crazy, fun, stupid, and sometimes scary moments of life then. As I laughed at that me I realized how much I had changed. Not one thing I did back then would I do now.

As I fell asleep I sat with me back then (before kids) and really examined the difference between us. Not just in actions, but my thoughts, belief systems,  things of importance... For fun I told myself back then about my boys, my husband, my house, and my life. You know what she did? She laughed in my face took a drink of her vodka and root beer and a long drag of her cigarette. Then she said "you must be on some good drugs".

You see she didn't want kids, a husband, and a house on the hill. She wanted to party all day and night. I'm so happy life happened to her. As it did she turned into me. I would never go back to her. I am thankful for her, she showed me a lot, but I love me.

You see as you go through life just living you don't see the amazing changes you make until you turn around and really look. Everyone sometime today look at you 10 years ago. If your younger go back a few years. Then you can see the amazing progress you have made.

Wednesday, December 5, 2018

Watch your thoughts challenge


Today I challenge you to watch your thoughts closely.

Positive thoughts create order within the manifestation template. Allowing you to manifest a life that is happy. Try looking on the bright side of everything.

Negative thoughts create distortion within the manifestation template. This leads to implants and Imprints being placed within the energy fields. These are like programs in a computer. They run in the background creating a reality you don't want.

If a negative thought pops up counteract it with 3 positive thoughts.

Monday, December 3, 2018

Call yourself challenge



Today I challenge you to be careful with the beings you get help from. Often people will call on "higher" beings for assistance. Not all of these beings are of love and light. Many are on the side of the service to self. I suggest you only call on your soul, monad, and source for assistance. At least in the beginning until you are able to tell the difference between false light and actual light. They look very similar, but teach different things.

Many service to self beings are out there tricking people into harming themselves and the planet. They are doing this by having you meditate using techniques that damage your DNA. Menatron is one of these beings...

Sunday, December 2, 2018

Selfcare challenge


Today I challenge you to trust your inner guidance. Don't allow your mind or what others say take you away from what you know inside in true.

Those gut feelings that can't be explained are usually right. Trust them.

Saturday, December 1, 2018

I believe in you challenge


Today I challenge you to release all feeling of being superior or inferior to anyone. We are all at a level that best serves our own personal spiritual journey.

Tuesday, November 27, 2018

64 and 313

As I sat here reading a daily report if my sons behavior at school. I became aware of the charge percentage on my phone and the time. I felt that this was a message. My thoughts were stressed as I was trying to find a way to help my son. This is what these numbers mean...



Thursday, November 22, 2018

Earth healing meditation


Draw a circle or use a picture of the world. Draw a grid with gold or yellow on the circle or Earth. Don't overthink this just do in. You can close your eyes if you want.  

Everywhere the lines touch each other put a black dot. These bare spots that need to be cleared. 

Ask the Earth and fire dragons to clear these areas. Then ask them to clear the lay lines. 

Sunday, July 15, 2018

Master Your Reality

Start to master your reality with a few simple tricks. First you should realize that your subconscious mind is in charge of cheating your reality. See our post on that here the subconscious mind. So in order to master your reality you will need to take back control of your subconscious mind. This just takes practice and self control. It takes 21 days for the subconscious mind to form a new habit. So you will have to be patient with yourself. You may and most likely will slip and forget to consciously take control of your subconscious mind. This is ok and normal.

Below you will find a few helpful tricks to assist you in starting to take control. This is also the start of more self love. Also enjoy our coloring pages to help you. Hang them on your wall as a reminder.

1. First controlling your emotions. Emotions are key to creating your reality. These are the single most important thing in manifestation. They hold about 85% of your creation power. You can try to draw or write down your feelings. When you have a big emotion and you want to act in a way that is not right for the situation like hitting when mad then pause and write it down. Getting yourself to pause it very hard I know. So you may have to start writing down your feelings after the actual action. This is ok right now. Seeing the wrong after the fact is the start of change. No one has to see this paper. In our house we are going to be burning these on the full moon. The full moon is a time of release and clearing the old. This allows a physical action in releasing these big emotions. Until the full moon the kids have lock boxes to kept their deepest feeling so no can see. 



2. Next it is good to realize you have a mind, but you are not your mind. This statement is talking about the ego. The ego is a program of the subconscious mind that likes to highjack the mind and create realities. It is your job to stop this. First what does the ego controlling the mind look like? This is the voice that says nothing is your fault, someone is out to get you, you need to get someone back, someone deserved what you did to them... and so on. This ego voice will replay moments in your mind making you stay in a mad, sad, or hurt emotional state. You will need to say, "NO MORE EGO! I am going to be the bigger person and walk away. I am going to act out of love. I am going to try to understand the other persons side...." or something like that.
3. I have emotions, but I am not these emotions. This statement is talking about those of us that are using our emotions to explain who we are. One of my sons is angry a lot. He uses this anger to explain who he is. He says he is just an angry person. This is not true he is also very kind and loving. This is true with all people we may use one emotion a lot, but we also use others too. The trick here is to catch yourself being some other emotion. This will start to shift you out of the main emotion. Parents do this with your kids. Point of the good emotions to them and how much you like to see them. After the shift starts you can then start to see you are a soul. You are an amazing creator being. You are worthy of love because you are love.


4. I have a behavior, but I am not the behavior. This is for those who act out a lot and identify with this behavior as who they are. Like my son again he acts out, not as much as he used to. Because of many years of many freak out everyday he has become to himself a bad kid. To start to shift this you will need to catch yourself making good choices. Parents this is important. Catch them being good as much as possible. Reward this. Make a big deal out of it. Make it sometimes that is wanted. Lots of love. If you are changing yourself reward your self. Take extra time to love yourself. Make a big deal out of it.

5. Protect yourself from others emotions. If you are an empath this is very important. It is important to all too. This is very simple. See a wall, bubble of light, metal shield or whatever works for you around you. If you are an empath try to keep this up all the time when around others then ground yourself a lot. I used to ground every time I walked into the bathroom ( the only time I was alone away from the kids.) If you are not an empath just keep this up when others are have emotions you don't like. The key here is to set the intention that this bubble keeps out negative emotions turning them to light and allows loving emotions in. 


6. This last trick is a thought control trick. Your ego and subconscious mind gets stuck in thought loops. I like to think of the mind as a computer. You have many windows open at once. Do you ever notice a song is playing in your mind behind other thoughts? This is a different window up just like the computer. So every so often we need to go through a consciously close these windows. Sometimes these windows pop to the front. They may be negative thoughts. Stop that thought and turn it to a positive thought. 

Example: You are thinking I suck at baseball. Start to think with practice I can get better at baseball. Maybe go on youtube at look up videos of pointers on how to be better at baseball. Go out at practice the parts you are not so good at. Notice Yourself being better. Unless you really don't care if you are good at baseball or not. Then say it is ok to not be good at baseball I don't like to play it anyway. 



Thursday, July 12, 2018

The Subconscious mind




You can think of the body as a living computer. The subconscious mind is the storage place for all the computer programs. The subconscious mind makes sure these programs are running.

The subconscious minds jobs

1. The memory card for all happenings within this life.

2. Runs the body

3. Works 24 hours a day.

4. Works with the law of attraction

5. Controls the inner senses and abilities. Like visualization and psychic abilities.

6. Creates cords from a person to another or to objects.

7. Create reality


The programmers of the subconscious are the conscious mind and the soul. The soul will program the subconscious before birth. Sometimes the soul will program the subconscious after birth if the missions for this life have changed. The conscious mind will program the subconscious mind daliy. With thoughts, emotions, symbols, and colors. It is important to note that the ego is a subconscious program that likes to highjack the conscious mind.

The subconscious creates your reality. Your subconscious gets information from your conscious mind on what you want your reality to be. If you are thinking how much life sucks the subconscious will create more life sucking moments. If on the other hand life is sucking, but there is a moment that doesn't suck. Like your friend sharing candy or something. You can focus on this one good moment and create more like that.

Steps to shift from a sucky life to a good life

1. Be on the look out for not so bad moments or even good moments.

2. Once you have one be thankful for it.

3. Try to see how it feels in your body. Hold on to that as long as possible. Enjoy it.

4. Try to recreate the feeling and be thankful again.

5. Repeat at least once a day until a new moment happens. Then repeat with that moment or even both.

Please feel free to use the coloring pages on this page.

Tuesday, July 10, 2018

Solar Plexus Clearing Light Codes

Channeled light code grid from the Whale Matrix of Magnetic Service.

This grid is for clearing emotional blockages and patterns stuck within the solar plexus chakra. The solar plexus is the home of the ego. These emotional blockages and patterns will be related to realities the ego has made up. The stories of wrongs others have done towards you that you are holding on to. I see this in my kids all the time. Someone does something to someone else and they always say "he did ____ to me so I did ____ to him". This is just one example of the ego at play. The ego will not release wrongs done to you.

The ego will make you react in certain ways based on past experiences. This keep you forever trapped in a loop of revenge, anger, and fear. It is time to release this. Stop holding on to the past.

In reality no one can do anything to you that you have not agreed to on some level. Ego likes to blame, but in reality you created the siutation for experience on some level. This is a hard truth to swallow.

To use the grid look at, meditate on, hold hand over, draw, color.

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Dolphin Matrix and Chakra Connection



This channeled coloring grid is to connect to the Dolphin Matrix and Chakra. The chakra is located within the earth below the Earth Star chakra.

-this attunes us to the central star started within the Dolphin brain. Connecting us to our Monad. Assisting us in sacred wisdom.

- awakening unconditional love, the true self (Monad), and inner Divinity.

Use in meditation, crystal gridding, look at, hold hand over.


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Dolphins come from Sirius B. They are here to anchor light within the oceans. This assist in the Ascension of Earth and us. They protect and work with the energy vortexes within the oceans. When jumping and spinning they create vortexes. These enhance the energy of the whole pod. This also energizes the earth vortexes shifting the energies. They are amazing ascended brings.

Monday, July 9, 2018

Eclipse Activation

Every eclipse is a chance for activation. The activations are based on what sign the eclipse is in , what planets are close by making patterns with the eclipse, and if the eclipse has a full moon or new moon with it. The new moon will bring in new beginnings. The full moon will clear out the old.

The next eclipse is on July 12th. This eclipse also comes with new moon energies. This is a time of new beginnings. This eclipse will allow us to shake off the old and start to learn new things.

We are being asked to honor who we are today and how far we have come. We are also asked to notice where we are going in life. Think of the parts of you you have been wanting to change. Look back over you life where did this start? What was the worse time for this? Now think of how far you have come. What has improved? You have done great so far. All is asked of us is to be better then we were yesterday.

Now after seeing how far you have actually came you can start to see where you want to go. Trying everyday to catch yourself in the old patterns. Making a mental note of these. Then change your mood in that moment. Asking forgiveness and letting it go. Change cones in baby steps. Soon you will be able to catch the behavior before it even starts. Then shifting your mood before you even act.

Use this as a meditation piece.
This can be looked at, held, hold your hand over or colored (link below). Use the symbol in the middle to write on your hand or a paper and placed in your pocket to bring in the activations.

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Sunday, June 3, 2018

Parent Advice


Warning this post contains truths that some younger viewers may not want to here. Use caution when reading this around little ears.


I'm going to share a hard reality I had to face in hopes you won't have to feel the heart break my family did. I have always been honest with my kids to an ability they could understand. I try to never lie to them and always stick to my word. However, we live in a society that does lie to kids. I as a parent I participated in this mass lie because with it comes amazing magic too. The lie is the Easter Bunny, tooth fairy, and Santa.

Without even thinking about these magical stories as being a lie I carried out the traditional aspects of my family and tossed in a few of my own. When I started this I was not awake nor was I religious. I was just doing what my parents did. Not once did I think I was hurting my kids. We had fun and made amazing memories.

Then I put them in public school. Within a few months this magical time became a painful time as my kids found out Santa was a lie. I don't ever remember being hurt when I found out. My youngest and most emotionally sensitive son was devastated I had lied. Everything I had ever told him he thought was a lie. He stopped healing work, meditation, everything I believed in.

This heartache was not just his alone. My other son was upset too. I was crushed that I had caused so much pain to both my boys. Parents the awakened kids are not like us. They want the truth up front. They cannot understand why we are living so happily in so many lies. Many parents are experiencing this same thing.

Years went on and my son became more and more "asleep". I continued with my healing works and way of life inviting him to joy, but never pushing. This was his choice and the path he wanted to walk.


Within the last few months he has started to slowly and carefully come back to the awakened side. Questioning everything I say wanting proof others think this way. I offer him proof that I do have, but also tell him we are moving into a time where there are a lot of people thinking a lot of things. We need to take everything in and see if it feels right. If it does hold on to it longer if not let it go. What others think really doesn't matter. 

Friday, June 1, 2018

Soul Star Chakra



The Soul Star Chakra is about 6 inches above the head. It is a purpleish pink color. This is a 5th dimensional chakra. It is activated during the beginning stages of Ascension.

This chakra forms a bridge between physical and spiritual realities. The Soul Star holds all talent, wisdom, and knowledge from all your lifetimes. This is will only activate the ones that will help for this lifetime.

The Soul Star us divined into 2 parts. The lower part connects to your Monad. This is a 12th dimensional part of you. This you is a higher aspect then your soul. Your soul is a higher aspect of you. Your soul has 12 personalities, you are one of these. Not all are incarnated here or anywhere. Some personalities at as your guides. The Monad has 12 souls to it, just like the soul has 12 personalities. So with each Monad having 12 souls and each soul having 12 personalities you have access to 144 beings knowledge. This opens your heart to what your journey is in this lifetime. 

The higher part is the access to the soul. These opens up first giving you access to 12 personalities past life information. Once you have raised your vibration enough you get access to the Monad part. Opening far more doors and kick starting some stuff in your life.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

Same triple numbers meaning


When you see numbers that catch your eye it is the universe trying to talk to you. Nothing happens in this world by accident. Each number has a meaning. The more you notice the numbers and decide the meaning the more it will happen. Pay close attention to what you are doing and thinking when you see the numbers.

111- manifestation
The universe is saying it is time for you to manifest (create) your reality. Think of the life/world you want to live in.

222- be yourself
You are being told it is ok to be you. Let you uniqueness shine for all to see. You are perfect the way you are.

333- Christ consciousness
High vibrations at this time. Connect to the Christ consciousness energy and wash away negativity.

444- Angels and guides
You guides and angels are with you now. They will help with all you need.

555- Change
The universe says it is time to make a positive change in your life.

666- Balance
You need to balance your energy. Quiet the mind and balance the emotions.

777- Learning
There is a lesson to be learned right now. Expand beyond the problem.

888- Upgrade
You are now getting a DNA upgrade, channeled message, download of information, or activation from higher beings. Be open.

999- Big life lessons
When seeing this number you are being told that this is a big lesson. That this hardships, lose, or pain is all part of the plan. You are protected and have faith this will all work out in the end. Only when we trun around to see what we have gone through do we see how far we have come. 

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Creating Pendulums

These only took a few minutes for us to make. We used the technique from this video with crystals and copper wire we already had.









Saturday, May 19, 2018

Healing Cancer with grids

The healing grids and meaning


The 2 Healing Grids that resonated with kybwarrmy  princess I'm healing the most are #1 for overall cancer healing and #2 for Removing obstacles to cancer treatment and increases receptivity to treatment. She picked many others also. 


These grids can be placed under a pillow, hung up in the room (as we did), looked at, laminated and handled (so it doesn't rip on cause paper cut), meditated with, used in energy healing (I will go over it in a minute), placed on the body, crystal grids... The possibilities are endless. Do what feels right.

Using crystals on the healing grids



The crystals I picked are:

1. Overall Cancer Healing Grid: sodalite, smokey quartz, labradorite, green fluorite, lepidolite.

2. Removing obstacles to cancer treatment and increases receptivity to treatmentGrid: smokey quartz, sodalite, Carnelian, amethyst Pyramid.

Crystal Meaning

Smokey quartz- chemotherapy, radiation therapy related illness, pain, fear, geopathicstress, grounding, electromagnetic smog, detox, positive vibes.

Sodalite - electromagnetic stresses, panic attack, mental confusion, cellular memories, bring higher mind into physical, emotional balance, release core fears, fevers, lymphatic system, immune system, radiation damage.

Labradorite- alignment of physical and etheric bodies, transformation, preventing energy leaks, banish fear, radiationtreatment, stress.

Green fluorite- balance, worry, cells, bone,DNA damage, pain, aura, chakras, cleanser.

Lepidolite- emotional, immune system, restructuring DNA, inducing calm, electromagnetic smog, chakras.

Carnelian- emotional, blood, absorbingvitamins and minerals, bones.

Amethyst- pain, geopathic stress, fear,anxiety, immune system, blood, cellular.

Pyramid- very healing and balancing effect.

How I used the grids and energy healing

1. What I did was set up these crystal grids and I took a picture and gave them to her to hang up.

2. I Multidimensionally connected to her higher self
and asked for access to her divine matrix. The energy field around the body and aura. 
While at her divine matrix I asked to place these two crystal grids within her matrix. I placed them to cover her whole body. (This is all done in the imagination) 

3. I also charge them twice a day and whenever she is getting treatment. This is done by sending energy to them.

Thursday, May 17, 2018

The Chakras




The chakras are energy vortexes 

These chakras store energy and help in creating our reality. Each chakra is in charge of filtering energy in and out of it for different areas in our life. As you can see from the picture there is a front and back to each chakra, but the top (crown) and bottom (root). The crown and root are also responsible for energy coming in and going out of the body connecting us to Earth and Source.  The back is the past, the root cause of the illness, the past experiences and energy build up.  The front holds logic and the limitation of the human plane. The back holds limitlessness and freedom form earthly matrix. The front is the conscious the back is the unconscious. The front must follow the laws of physics the back is unlimited (this is where manifestation becomes easier).

  1.  The root (1st chakra) the red chakra is for survival. Having to eat, sleep, and stay warm and dry. This is what keeps us rooted in this reality. It is all about what we have and what we want. Very physical. 
  2. The sacral chakra (2nd chakra) the orange chakra in for our emotions and creativity. This is where we get or creative urges from. We also store our feelings and how we think others feel about us here.
  3. The solar plexus chakra (3rd chakra) the yellow chakra is where your ego lives. This is where the that voice that talks down to you, tells you stories over and over about situations, and your views about yourself. This is also your drive to what you need to do.
  4. The heart chakra (4th chakra) the green chakra this is for love and the rightful seat of your higher self. Through this chakra you can open to unconditional love. You can connect to your higher self and even pull it into your heart. Gaining better knowledge of you and what you should do. 
  5. The throat chakra (5th chakra) the blue is for communication. This chakra helps you be able to express your self in words. It is also a very powerful way to manifest. Through the spoken words things are manifested far easier. 
  6. The third eye chakra (6th chakra) dark blue or indigo is for your psychic abilities. This chakra helps you become more aware of the world around you that can not be seen. It is the home of the imagination. The imagination is your tool for remote viewing, healing, astral travel, and all other fun things like that. 
  7. The crown chakra (7th chakra) the purple or violet is for your connecting to source. This chakra opens the door of more energy from souce coming into your body. Raising your vibration. The higher your vibration is the less bad things you will go through.